So sad..

This year, I am living in a student residence in Murcia and there, I met a boy who is from the same town as me. I didn't know everything was going to be so quick when you live with somebody.

When I was by his side I felt like no one else was around but us,

like there weren't any problems in my life.I was happy, so much happy, much more happy than I had never been before. He made me smile at least 200 times a day and I was a little bit blind because I just felt happy but I hadn't realised I was falling in love and that I loved him much more than he loved me.
Most of people told me he wasn't kind to me, that he was always jocking with other girls as he used to do with me.
The thing is that it was true and I started to realise I wasn't the only one for him but even so, I still though he may love me as I did.
It was getting so hard for me to see the way he started to look a girl who live in the student residence and I decided to tell him that I didn't wanted to continue our relationship, not because I didn't love him but because I wasn't feeling good.
Some days after it happened, he decided to talk to me and he told me he couldn't be without me, that he missed me more than he thought he was going to miss me, and we decided to try again in order to see if we were going to be able to be in a nice way together but the thing is that if you say someone to try again, you are supposed to change the things you did wrong before. Well, he continued in the same way: jocking with other girls, talking and flirting with the girl I mentioned before and I continued feeling bad.
So, as I was angry and upset I made a great mistake that made me lose him, I don't know if that was for good or for bad, but what I know is that it wasn't the better way to end.
Everybody in the student residence told me he was feeling bad for me, but I don't think he wasn't feeling as bad as I was feeling during the relationship and as bad as I am feeling right now.
I went to talk to him after all of this happened, and I asked him for forgiveness at least 8 times, I asked him to be friends but he didn't wanted to, at least for the moment. I understood.
What I don't understad is why he show me one part of him and he show another one to the rest of the people because with me he's so cute and he show me that he loves me (when I went to talk to him he was almost crying. Obviously, I broke down in tears) and when he's with other people it is like he is OK. Well, the thing is that last night, I saw him  with the other girl talking and flirting for at least two hours and I couldn't understand what was happening, I still don't know, because she's supposed to have a boyfriend and he's supposed to love me but that's not what I'm seeing. I'm just getting a little bit obsessed, I think. And that isn't good for me at all. I must forget him but it is going to be so difficult for me.

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I. The university student's life is the best way to live.

II.Study time

A) In class

1.Learning many things about what you are supposed to love
2.Socializing: Meeting new people
3,Improving your knowledge

B) Out of the class

1. Studying what you like
2.Being free to distribute your study time



III.Going out time

A)Party

1. University parties
2.Socializing: Meeting new people

B)Others

1. Enjoying leisure places is cheaper
2.Using public trasport is cheaper

Music means being alive

There are many kind of songs: the song you listen when you are happy to express your happiness, the songs that make you dance and feel crazy, like there is nothing and nobody around. Just you and the way you are happy, at the moment you are listening to this kind of songs you don't care about anything.
                 The songs you listen to when you are sad are the kind of songs that make yoy feel understood because of their lyrics when you feel nobody is able to understand you and your problems. When you explain to a lot of people what happens to you but you know that although you explain all of the details, no one would be able to stand in your shoes and  know your feelings.

Although we don't realize we are listening to music the most of the time, the reality is that music is almost everywhere. For instance, when you  watch a film or the TV or when you come into a shop or a supermarket.

I wouldn't be able to imagine a life without music, because music keep us alive. When we are in love, when we hate someone, when we suffer disappointments, when we love our friends, relatives and our life. There's always a great song for every feeling.

Prejudging people

It's exciting the way people are able to hide their feelings just faking a smile, and the way each person think everybody is happy but themselves. It is happening all the time and we don't realize about it because we are too much self-centric although we deny we are and we aren't able to see more than we see by our eyes.

Imagine it is 9:00 am and you are going to work: On your way you see tens of faces that keep thousands of stories and we never stop to think about it, the quantity of feelings and thoughts everybody have in their minds.

On the contrary, we judge people without knowing them, and not only them, but also the experiences that lead them to be the way they are.

To my mind, it is sad that many people judge other people without knowing them just because of first impressions.
We should take some time in order to know people and just then, we will be able to draw conclusions about them.

Racism

The coexistence in the world has always been a problem because humans are reluctant to accept anyone who is not like them and that is why in many cases any race that is not their own is despised.
Therefore, racism arises.

Through the years there had been different kind of racism, as the famous and sad slavery of black people at hands of white people.

Nowadays, racism still exists but it is increasingly diminishing more and more because people is raising awareness.
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To my mind, the solution to this problem is just changing our mind in order to accept people who is not like us, take away our prejudices, improve our self-esteem and realise that people who is not like us must have the same rights as us because we all are humans, and we all are able to breath, think and feel.

In my opinion, it is the biggest nonsense becoming badly us to each other instead helping us to each other to lessen our problems and having a nice coexistence, what would help us to be happier than we are. Pace and mutual aid are the main tools to have a nice coexistence.

How "I was here - Beyoncé" makes me feel

Firstly, I must say Beyoncé is one of my favourite singers because I think the most important tool to be one of the best singers, apart from having an amazing voice ( as she has ), is making people feel and believe in what the song is saying , and she obviously does. That's just one of the reasons why I unconditionaly love her and the way she transmits to whoever's heart all what she wants only by the way she sings.

Secondly, I chose to write about what that song makes me feel because I feel like I am singing that song while I listen to it, I feel really identified with it because I often think about the sense and the end of life, and the way I want people to remember me when I'll die. 

It may be so sad nobody will know about you though the years, and your life has not served for anything in the world, so I don't like at all to think about it because that's the crude reality and I prefer to live my present in the best way that I can.

Beyoncé - I Was Here : One of my favourite songs